i'm not really into this UAAP season. i'm glad and proud of the team, but i didn't really root for them in any way. i went to the bonfire but left early. i miss being a student, THAT life. for a brief moment, i thought that going back to ateneo would bring everything back--which is completely unrealistic, of course. i don't know if it was just the weather, crowd or whatever, but it just didn't feel right. ateneo seemed so different and distant. the one place where i used to feel safe and comfortable (aside from our house) now feels strangely unfamiliar. at first i thought how much ateneo has changed the past two years, but i realized that it was really ME who changed. i'm no longer that idealistic student or easy-going dormer. i'm now an adult, and surprisingly, i don't feel that bad about it anymore.

(sorry for the crappy photo--took pics while trying to keep up with joan and kramer. hehe)

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this article has been going around the atenean community. quite a good read.

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i'm

really

terrible

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relationships.