lisaisms

of the first round of the UAAP football season. bulok yung ref today, but so what, panalo naman. and of course, we're on top. :) the game versus UST resulted in 1-0, thanks to the lone goal by captain mickey ingles.

so far, the standings of the men's division are: (from atenista.net)

ADMU - 5 - 0 - 0 = 15
DLSU - 3 - 0 - 2 = 9
UST - 2 - 1 - 2 = 7
FEU - 2 - 1 - 2 = 7
UE - 1 - 1 - 3 = 4
UP - 0 - 1 - 4 = 1

champion na 'to!!!!

sa aking mga kaibigan na "nakarami": magpasalamat kayo at pangarap kong maging potograpo. hehe. magandang practice ang football games. :) some pictures are in my multiply site, but i'm probably gonna search for a better photo host (damn you slow internet connection!!!). i've also edited some pics to put in my deviantart site.

EDEN. the best party of the year.
congrats to abu, diday and bj :)

jack-coke + mike's hard lemonade + party music = platform/screen dancing. hahahahaha.
french + hard drink = drunk dancing foreign exchange student. hahahahaha.

thank you to mar (for the necklace), shean's dad and gabe (for our ride) :)
had a blast.

a new low: i'm actually jealous of a puppy. when we talk, it's all he talks about. and he can go on and on and on and on.. about how cute it is. hmph. well, i can't actually blame him. how could i ever compete with a 2 month-old miniature schauzer named nugget? :)
(by the way, that's not nugget. i just ripped of an picture of an MS from some website. sorry.)

the ateneo men's football team won today against FEU. the final score was 3-0, courtesy of roger with 2 goals (in the first 30 minutes of the game) and mickey during the 2nd half.

that's joan, gela and me :)

i finally remembered to bring my camera. and it looks like i still need A LOT MORE practice :) the weather was so "indecisive" today. dahil ba patay na si ernie baron? haha. and because of that, i have tanlines on my feet. haha. slippers? never again during a football game.

9:02 am

it's early, but i've already had some amusing sightings of

a) a trike playing party music. at 8:30 am,
b) a girl dancing in the middle of the hallway, and
c) a guy saying, "excited na ako mag-aral ng math."

maybe it's the lack of sleep. or maybe the world really IS twisted.

and now paranoia creeps in. waah.

a preview of things to come.

9:04 am

what's going on.

me: bakit, girlfriend mo ba ako?
him: oo.

maybe i'm thinking about it too much. again. i never learn. i SHOULD NOT think about it. whatever happens happens for a reason. i just wish i knew what the reason was. but i asked for this, somehow. ok, not somehow. well, i DID ask god for something better between us.. so, is this it? if it is, then things would get BETTER. it SHOULD.

isn't life such an irony? we break up supposedly for the better, but now we get back together (i'm not even sure if that's what's going on) because things are supposedly, hopefully better. and all the while i tell everybody that i will NOT get back with him. holy crap i'm such a liar-hypocrite-in-denial. things just do not make any sense!

or maybe things do actually make sense. it's only me who doesn't.

yup, that must be it.

haha. sorry sa aking supot na point-something megapixel na camera phone. anyway, it was fun while it lasted -- less than 30 minutes of it. sayang talaga, hindi ako nakapagpa-autograph. haha. nakipagsiksikan pa ako sa mga uber-sweaty guys. but it was worth it -- I SAW MICK FOLEY IN PERSON. and he was only a few meters away! :) and yes, he took out mr. socko.

can't wait for feb 24. :)

hay. finally done with the 2nd pass. well, my part's done, at the least.

i've been hating my life these past few days. why? hmm, let me see..

is it because of a certain ex-boyfriend? maybe.
is it because of a certain realization of regret? perhaps.
is it because of our neverending thesis? probably.
is it because of useless LS sudit? most likely.
is it because i'm just plain TIRED? definitely.

i can't wait to graduate, and i can't wait to earn my OWN money. yes, actual ownership to moolah and rights to splurge on myself. but then again.. there's WORK. blech.

yes, i know i am a very immature person. the hell. rambling again.

very cool. 75 bands are somewhere in the picture. found 53 so far (and without cheating!):

1. matchbox 20
2. smashing pumpkins
3. scissor sisters
4. queen
5. alice in chains
6. guns n roses
7. eminem
8. zombie or rob zombie
9. blues brothers
10. gorillaz
11. the eagles
12. blind melon
13. blur
14. spoon
15. red hot chili peppers
16. prince
17. U2
18. garbage
19. green day
20. lemonheads
21. beach boys
22. the pixies
23. led zeppelin
24. the jets
25. 50 cent
26. the eels
27. korn
28. Madonna
29. iron maiden
30. radiohead
31. hole
32. the police
33. cypress hill
34. indigo girls or kiss
35. nine inch nails
36. the beegees
37. rolling stones
38. seal
39. the dead kennedys
40. the doors
41. the postal service
42. jewel
43. the carpenters (?)
44. the vines (?)
45. the cranberries
46. the white stripes
47. counting crows or the black crowes
48. staind
49. manic street preachers
50. bush
51. bloc party (?)
52. sex pistols
53. blondie (?)

i know this is a little late for greetings, but what the hell: happy new year to whoever's reading this!

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and so ayun, nag-usap kami. after everything, hindi pala niya kino-consider na seryoso yung relationship namin. and i thought i was pretty damn serious about it. i gave the best i could, pero as it turns out, sobrang nagkulang pa ako.

ang saklap talaga. wala na nga kami pero hanggang ngayon nasasaktan pa rin ako. and i can't believe two-timer ang tingin niya sa akin. ewan ko kung san niya nakuha yun. parang hindi niya ako kilala.

pero mukhang hindi naman talaga namin kilala ang isa't-isa.

alam kaya niyang sinaktan niya ako nang sobra?

hindi ko sinasabing siya lang ang may mali; alam kong ang dami kong kasalanan sa kanya. pero ni minsan, hindi ko siya pinag-isipan nang masama.

oo, mahal ko pa rin siya. wala na akong magagawa dun. i guess i really am THAT pathetic. mas matagal pa yung iniluluksa ko sa actual time na naging kami... well, not really. :)

pero yun. hindi ko alam kung ano pang gagawin ko para mawala yung sama ng loob niya sa akin. o kung may dapat pa akong gawin. i guess i'm just a little too idealistic. but is that such a bad thing?

pampagaan ng loob: honestly, i would want to go through our relationship again and make it better.. if only he asks. fat chance.

well, that was difficult.

HOW MUCH MORE PATHETIC CAN I BE????