four out of four in a span of a week. ouch. what the hell?!
and looks like it'll be five soon. *sigh*
i also want to call off something soon, hopefully very soon. i have run out of last straws for this thing called "work" and being an "account consultant". ugh.
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*update: looks like it's about the right time.
i don't have anything. at this point, i can really say that i failed at pretty much everything i've done for the past two years. i don't regret things--i'm just sad. but i don't want to be sad anymore. a lot of people are in worse shape than i am, and i guess i should be grateful that i actually have Options. i have high expectations of myself and i keep on comparing myself to others. i think that because they can do this and that, i can do it too. but that's just it: i'm not like other people because we're all different. if that's their way of doing stuff and it works, fine. i just have to find my own way. it's about time for a change.
i also want to call off something soon, hopefully very soon. i have run out of last straws for this thing called "work" and being an "account consultant". ugh.
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*update: looks like it's about the right time.
i don't have anything. at this point, i can really say that i failed at pretty much everything i've done for the past two years. i don't regret things--i'm just sad. but i don't want to be sad anymore. a lot of people are in worse shape than i am, and i guess i should be grateful that i actually have Options. i have high expectations of myself and i keep on comparing myself to others. i think that because they can do this and that, i can do it too. but that's just it: i'm not like other people because we're all different. if that's their way of doing stuff and it works, fine. i just have to find my own way. it's about time for a change.
Anonymous
1:32 PM
Love the layout, btw.
Lisa
9:20 PM