i was about to throw away all the letters i have received, when i found this:

lisa, wala akong alam sa mga sinusulat sa palanca kaya eto na lang, gagayahin ko si tado: "take care because i don't." masaya ang dwtl: parang camping na hinaluan lang ng misa, kaya dapat masaya ka rin, haha. ingat at tuloy mo lang --moby--

p.s. sapukin mo nga para sa akin kung sinuman gumawa ng card na to.. hirap mag sulat e! ehe.

haha wala lang. benta. kahit papaano, consistent sha all these years sa pagiging maangas at walang gusto sa akin. haha. and i can't believe i'm still using that codename eventhough everybody, including him, knows. haha.

bored na ako. agad. i can't believe it. i have nothing to do in the house anymore. well actually i do. i just can't bring myself to organize everything, considering the heat, the lack of an electric fan in my room, and most importantly, the lack of storage space. my family has accumulated mounds of.. junk. worse, our house is getting smaller and smaller. and yes, i am the only one who is even concerned about that. haha.

i have got to find a job.

there is good news though. i am getting over him and him, surprisingly. i thought about it, and i realized how much it's such waste of time just thinking about stuff like THAT. ha. i have better things to do, for instance: be a better person. i have lost a lot of myself during the past year, and i want to regain myself again (if that makes sense). it's sad that i don't know myself anymore. i've gone against everything that i've said and stood up to before and more. real sad. but hey, at least i've become aware of that. that's a start. insomnia makes you think A LOT. haha.

i'm rambling again, but what the heck.