what's going on.

me: bakit, girlfriend mo ba ako?
him: oo.

maybe i'm thinking about it too much. again. i never learn. i SHOULD NOT think about it. whatever happens happens for a reason. i just wish i knew what the reason was. but i asked for this, somehow. ok, not somehow. well, i DID ask god for something better between us.. so, is this it? if it is, then things would get BETTER. it SHOULD.

isn't life such an irony? we break up supposedly for the better, but now we get back together (i'm not even sure if that's what's going on) because things are supposedly, hopefully better. and all the while i tell everybody that i will NOT get back with him. holy crap i'm such a liar-hypocrite-in-denial. things just do not make any sense!

or maybe things do actually make sense. it's only me who doesn't.

yup, that must be it.